shall i return?

..remember ally mcbeal?...while i was talking with my Dean, and he was telling me that I got a good evaluation on my work performance, good evaluation by the students, but since the University President had made an investigation, i wont be given summer load, and that i wont probably, because that's normally happens, be teaching on AY 2008-2009.....nyehehe....suddenly, i was ally mcbeal.....(you know, imagining faces, reactions, and dialogues, and monologues...not actually on my dean, but on some people i know that were involved in this "show")

one comment..."nakakabobo naman yun!...maganda pala performance sa work, evaluation ng studs, SO WHAT'S THE BASIS FOR BEING FIRED?!".....very intellectual question, isn't it? ...hello! civil service commission...pakiexplain nga po....thank you po...attitude problem daw po....dahil sa pagkakasagot sa mali?...ano po ba tawag sa attitude ng namamato ng chart sa students?, nangtsistismis ng kapwa-faculty?,nagmumura ng relative ng pasyente o ng students? eh yon pong naniningil ng kung ano2 sa students pero sa huli, babayaran pa rin pala ng studs yong naka-breakdown sa siningil sa kanial? eh yon pong nagduduty ng nakainom?..eh yon pong namemersonal sa estudyante o sa subordinates? yon pong mahilig mambatas sa mga hindi nya lang ka"group" pero sa mga ka-group nya, okay-okay lang p're? ano po ba attitude yon? may attitude po ba ulit ako ngayon kasi gusto ko lang maliwanagan ang mga bagay na kalito-lito?.....thank you po ulit sa explanation...

fast forward, i was talking to the President, i made a narrative report on my accomplishments as a CI, meaning the things/projects i made which were not in my job description but somethings that would enhance the experiences my students will have while they're having their duty on my area, things that can encourage and enhance their "wholistic" nursing SKILLS AND ATTITUDE.... i told the President that I was not there because I want to be renewed, I told him I was there because I want to tell him that he did not make a mistake when he suggested to me to apply in the university, I want him to know that I did my job well...

and oh......the too many exaggerated stories and made-up stories he said that were told about me......right now, i don't want to detail it anymore....i prayed hard for it already, prayed for the people....AND I AM NOW AT PEACE! THANK GOD!

The president told me to come back to him on the third week of May.....

I opened a canteen, for my income, i got two kids to feed....earning fairly enough there. Thank God again.....

So am I coming back on May?....praying for it....wanted to....dadalhin na lang daw ako sa iba campus....why not?......for a more peaceful surroundings for me and for those who doesn't like me that "much" ;)......well, i guess my fault, i don't like them either...hehehe...but in fairness, trabaho lang ako, walang personalan!